Consciousness experiences a destruction of itself.
In long previous process it originated, realized the world, realized itself and sought an exit from illusion to reality. As a result of the search having approached to understanding of it’s total inability to accomplish we may say "who is born to crawl cannot fly".
Consciousness destroys - consciousness like constructed logical apparatus, like navigation device incapable to navigate the ship of being through stormy waters of illusion from unreal to real.
Consciousness destroys experiencing itself, experiencing a senselessness of the plot "Illusion in the search of truth; falsehood in the search of truth; duality in the search of Oneness".
Consciousness destroys and this is a point of the end of movement.
However together with this circumstances in the depths of destroyed consciousness, in the ash of burnt illusion the new consciousness is discovered, more whole, free of passionate attachment to itself. Consciousness non-attached to Self.
The process which seemed a death of Self has led to the birth of butterfly from consciousness attached to the illusion of form.
So in bottomless abyss of degradation of our self thanks to meeting with Incomprehensible, thanks to meeting with Nothing the dream about equilibrium of Beginnings, about equilibrium of Illusion and Reality visits us, and consciousness for the first time realizes itself being simultaneously in two worlds - inside and outside, in a cradle of duality, and outside, in incinerating fire of Arupa, Formless. And in the meanwhile we are visited only by the dream about unity of samsara and nirvana.