And
yet for a limitless time we continue our travel within Matter, a travel
not by physical movement but by changing states of consciousness, a
travel filled with a search of inner configuration able to lead to the
way Home.
We attach to pleasant and reject unpleasant; we are trying to escape
from duality by trivial acceptance of just one it’s pole and refusal
of other pole. On this way in the process of states of consciousness
cartography a person constructs his own system of coordinates. In the
beginning it resembles a parabola where a person rejects negative identifications
and directs to things which seem to him positive. He discovers illusiveness
of the idea of unshakeability of Matter. A Wind of Changes doesn’t allow
him to stop at any form of achieved peace and definity and overturns
the parabola of ascendance again and again. The idea of wholeness originates
in consciousness, and consciousness learns not to divide itself to rejected
and confirmed, learns to accept itself different, and at last in any
quality. Accepting himself different, other then he is a person learns
friendship; accepting himself in any quality he learns love.
On this way Matter begins to play the role of mirror manifesting all
that we are, our actions, thoughts and feelings and it helps us to recognize
ourselves to make a catalogue of identifications. Gradually the basic
deep duality of consciousness appears and a human being discovers himself
led by two Guides - Mother-Matter and Father-Spirit, led to the last
limit of identification where it is still possible to say "I’m
this, I’m that".